What's in my head...
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Thoughts Entry No 1.8
Cars passed before me. It was already past seven in the evening and I just got out of the gym. There I was standing along the streets waiting for a ride to my destination. (Read more...)
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Thoughts Entry No 1.6
I was never taught about life’s moral that a step forward is equally frightening as a step back. All the while I have mistaken that the past has already been forgotten and forgiven. It was a big mistake indeed because out of nowhere, they are now slowly creeping out of the grave from where I have hid them.
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Thoughts Entry No 1.5
I have been missing in action for a long time now. I might have been out of inspiration, maybe, or I might have been just too busy. Despite of whatever reason I was missing from this world, writing has been swirling in my mind over and over. As anyone who writes to express their emotions and thoughts, my heart has been so full of these and I just want to blurt them out to the world already. The problem is, not everyone is ready to listen. (Read more.)
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Thoughts Entry No. 1.3
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Thoughts Entry No. 1.2
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Thoughts Entry No. 1.1
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Thoughts Entry No 1.8
Cars passed before me. It was already past seven in the evening and I just got out of the gym. There I was standing along the streets waiting for a ride to my destination. (Read more...)
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Thinking about sadness is like entering a dark tunnel without a bright end. Sadness is the Dementors of my very being when everything seems unsure and weakening. That is the core of my persona when I am cloaked in layers of shadows; that no matter where I look at, no light comes through. (Read more...)
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Thoughts Entry No 1.6
I was never taught about life’s moral that a step forward is equally frightening as a step back. All the while I have mistaken that the past has already been forgotten and forgiven. It was a big mistake indeed because out of nowhere, they are now slowly creeping out of the grave from where I have hid them.
(Read more...)
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Thoughts Entry No 1.5
I have been missing in action for a long time now. I might have been out of inspiration, maybe, or I might have been just too busy. Despite of whatever reason I was missing from this world, writing has been swirling in my mind over and over. As anyone who writes to express their emotions and thoughts, my heart has been so full of these and I just want to blurt them out to the world already. The problem is, not everyone is ready to listen. (Read more.)
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I have come across the idea of minimalism for quite some time now, through Youtube videos. Most videos showed how to become a minimalist through fashion. One should be wearing neutrals, blacks and grays, with only five to ten items in their closet. I thought it was a good idea, and decided to become a minimalist myself. I really wanted to become one, so I tried to get rid most of my clothes by selling them. But, as I went on, I realized that the more space I got in my closet; the more I want to buy new clothes. So I stopped. (Read more.)
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Thoughts Entry No. 1.3
The day is ending, but my mind is still busy with thoughts of dreams about my future. I went outside the balcony to look at the sky as the orange light emanates inside the house. Wow! It is beautiful. The wind is cool as it gushes to my face. It is relaxing and calming; and as if I do not have so much going through my mind now, I am still thinking about how I want this feeling to last. I do not want this to end.
Thoughts Entry No. 1.2
f anyone knows someone who can teach me how to live life, please let me know. I badly need one!
You see, my life’s a shamble. My daily routine is ineffective, and my social life is a mess! I cannot fully blame this to my job as a nurse, can I? Well, the schedule’s pretty crazy, I know, but still, all I do after work is sleep! Are other nurses just like that?
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Thoughts Entry No. 1.1
I have not been seeing any rainbows lately.
Days passed by always in a hurry, and my eyes seem to look at things so blurry. I cannot smile whole heartedly, and my brows are always slanting inwards. I just cannot find unicorns, rainbows, lollipops and cloud-nines anywhere. I am sad and tired from all these endless nothingness I am in.
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Through the years, I have come to a realization that one of the best ways to live happily is having to learn to accept other people. However, acceptance is never an easy task for anyone... (Click here to read on...)
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I have been gone for so long, perhaps for a month! For this long, I have given myself another chance to take on the path as others of my profession have taken. But, it seems like their path was not mine as well, after all... (Click here to read on...)
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Have I ever told you what my full-time job is? Well, I am a nurse. I had years of experience working as a neonatal nurse, then moved back to the general ward after few months of rest, and now working as an ICU nurse...
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My friends and I went to a summer trip to Ilocos on the 23rd to the 24th of April, this year. To tell you honestly, it was my first time to go on a trip that far without the supervision of an adult. Technically, I am now an adult, but... (Click here to read on...)
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Being an introvert is definitely difficult. I have so much in my mind that I just cannot say out loud. I can if I will, but I just won't. Hesitations are not a big issue here, but I always give the benefit of the doubt to things. Baka kasi ganun talaga... (Click here to read on...)
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Since I was a kid I always fancy the smell of air around me at night. It is so fresh and renewing. My mother said it was the smell of Ilang-Ilang, a flower planted just outside our house' gate. She told me that Ilang-ilang only exudes much smell at night. So, I stuck by the thought that Ilang-Ilangs are quite unique
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I have slowed down that moment trying to weigh my options. It was long before since I have told people, that people can either step in or step out in love. At a single moment, I tried and grabbed that chance of finally talking with you once again (Click here to read on...)
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With this blog entry, this blog site is now officially a publicly-open personal blog, like a diary left open for everyone's amusement. Why, you ask? Well, because, I am one of the many others whose longings, cravings and complaints asks to be heard even by a single person... (Click here to read on...)
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Time passed by so swiftly. I have given myself the chance to know myself better, and solely allotted few months on that purpose. But now I still found myself empty-handed on answers about who I am and where I should really be? Time has been ticking away fast. I know I have to do something about it... (Click here to read on...)
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As far as I know, I have decided to create a blog so I can have a place to publish some of my creative works that I have compiled for the past years. But it seems like my compilation was not enough to last a lifetime...
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