THOUGHTS
The day is ending, but my mind is still busy with thoughts of dreams about my future. I went outside the balcony to look at the sky as the orange light emanates inside the house. Wow! It is beautiful. The wind is cool as it gushes to my face. It is relaxing and calming; and as if I do not have so much going through my mind now, I am still thinking about how I want this feeling to last. I do not want this to end.
Reality hit me, I still have to work tomorrow morning. This is only temporary. But, please, let me just savor this even if it is only for now.
In my mind, my thoughts are filled with yearning and wanting. Someday, I want to be more than a nurse. Nursing is a job for a fulfilled person. I am far from being fulfilled. I yearn and I dream. I want more. I am always asking myself why did I end up here? What's in it for me? I do not know, just yet. I do not know anything!
The truth is, I want to be a successful person. By success means, being fulfilled and satisfied in my life, whatever I end up doing. I want to own a small shop selling craft works and coffee to people just like me. I want that place be whimsical, airy and happy, so people who will come can also dream. I want people with lost souls find home and solace in my sanctuary as much as I am looking for one. I yearn to be their sanctuary.
You see, I am a complicated person. There are so many things I want to achieve. I continuously try to live a simple life by doing complicated things. I only want a simple life! Is it too much to ask?
I have to end this post now, I still have so many adult responsibilities to attend to. Back to reality, I guess.
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