THOUGHTS
If anyone knows someone who can teach me how to live life,
please let me know. I badly need one!
You see, my life’s a shamble. My daily routine is
ineffective, and my social life is a mess! I cannot fully blame this to my job
as a nurse, can I? Well, the schedule’s pretty crazy, I know, but still, all I
do after work is sleep! Are other nurses
just like that?
This week has been challenging. In
fact, it should have been a lot better if I was actually awakened by my alarm
clock. But, recently, my alarm just can’t wake me up! For five days, I was
asked to give intravenous medicine to my sick infant relative at eight in the
morning. My working schedule has been changed for a few times. So, there were
days I cannot administer the medication myself. (Luckily, they have MDs in the family). But, on other days that I
was actually available, I was late! I did not just wake up on time. I was
really pissed at myself because I committed into doing that. I was even guilty
because they gave me few bucks for my “supposed” commitment with them. I felt
really bad.
In addition to that commitment, I
ought to teach a kid for a regional declamation contest. I was, again, late! I
hate myself.
It seems like being late is a
trend in my life now. Every commitment I make after duty hours, I am late. All
my body wanted to do is to sleep and rest. But, I have a long list of things I
should be doing. I am an adult! I want to just bang my head on this table right
now, maybe answers to my indwelling personal dilemma shall arise themselves if
I do so. Is anybody reading this now? Please help me.
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