I am a crazy bitch, flaunting my entire soul to you. My mind is a swirl of thoughts flying so fast and in a blurry. I can't understand a syllable of what you are saying because I am confined in my own world. My eyes can only see black and white, no shades of blue, red or yellow. My ears are buzzing. It is deafening. I wanted to escape this crazy world I am in, but I cannot see a way out. I know I am running, but in circles. I am laughing out loud. Help me! Help me! Save me from myself.
I know you can hear this plead and I know you can see me. But why are you not doing anything? I can hardly breathe like I am drowning. It is suffocating. These thoughts in my mind wanted to escape fast. I want them out of here now. I want out. You! I see you looking at me. Why didn't you ask me? Why didn't you care? Help me! Help me! I am begging. Save me! Save me! Please, listen.
In this final moment, I am crawling. My nails are crooked and the tiles are flawed. My fingers are filled with blood of my own doing. Release me from this prison. I want out. My body is weak and I am tired. No voice comes out from my throat anymore. I am leaving. I know I am leaving. But I am leaving this hell when my body is limp and not breathing.
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